Last weekend, I returned to the annual Donner Party Hike which
I last did many years ago, when we still lived in Oakland. This hike (which has
now evolved into many different hike selections over two days, depending on
your preferred level of strenuousness) follows part of the emigrants’ trail. I
remember last time spending all day hiking to sites where the guides pointed out scars on tree trunks, from where the
wagons scraped through, and where we saw the infamous Roller Pass.
Our group: there were maybe 25 of us |
This year I chose to do the hike (maybe more like a
tour--not much walking involved) that focused on Alder Creek, the separate
encampment area seven miles from Donner Lake, where the two Donner families and
a few others set up their fragile domiciles to wait out the winter of 1846-47.
Tree long thought to be where Tamsen and family built shelter against |
I was obliged to leave the house at 6:45 a.m. in order to
get there in time. Just like the Donners leaving Springfield, Missouri, I got a
bit of a late start. My delay was only 10 minutes, but still…
Barely a mile from my house, I looked down at my gas gauge.
I had a third of a tank. Definitely enough to make it there, but maybe not
enough to make it back? I reasoned I could fill up on the return trip, but
maybe I’d be rushing even more then, so I stopped to fill up my tank. This
might be akin to the Donners during one of their many time-killers: maybe the
reason they were so late starting on the trail was that they stopped for the
equivalent of gas. Remember Tamzene wrote that, “Indeed, if I do not experience
something far worse than I have yet done, I shall say the trouble is all in
getting started.”
Plaque: how the shelter may have been constructed against tree trunk |
Now, you’ll think I’m making this up for purposes of
parallelism, but as I drove along I began to feel excruciatingly hungry. I had
left the house without breakfast because of the early hour, reasoning I’d grab
coffee and something quick along the way. But I was really, really hungry. I
let the feeling sit for a while, thinking it was good practice to imagine how
the Donners felt this way for months on end. Ultimately, I had to stop. I was
trying for a breakfast burrito, but driving around the strip mall I couldn’t
locate the intended purveyor, so instead I went to a donut shop in that
outlet. I picked a cake donut, thinking it looked a little healthier than its
fluffier peers (I got it chocolate frosted; I’m not a martyr), and some decaf
coffee and was back on the road.
Close-up of tree: aging Peter Weddell sign and Earl Rhoads blaze |
I made good time, but my “Wasatch Mountains/Great Salt
Desert” was the fact that I couldn’t determine the proper exit off the highway.
I got off and suddenly somehow thanks to a roundabout found myself back on it.
I drove, I looked at the time, I started to panic. I pulled into a ranger
station and got some good advice, unlike the Donners. I made it to the hike
rendez-vous with 15 minutes to spare.
At their registration table ("Johnson Ranch")? Coffee and donuts. Ha!
Their restroom was completely locked up thanks to the
government shutdown. I had to walk into the woods and wonder if I was watering
the same soil the Donners had.
Where I guiltily ate almonds. Excellent guides: Carrie Smith, left, and Gayle Green |
And there the coincidences stop. I was not entrapped at
Alder Creek. Snow did not fall. No one’s hand was injured. Buffalo hides were
not eaten, nor were shoestrings nor fire rugs. I had brought a little sack lunch
in my backpack that satisfied. I did feel like a turncoat standing there at the
tree once thought to be the one the George Donner family had built their
structure against, munching on a handful of almonds. If I could’ve slipped that
food back in time, believe me, I would have.
This young tree was planted by Donner descendants |
This story pulls at my gut, has me
obsessively reading three books at a time on the topic, carrying on a wonderful
email correspondence with a highly-regarded Donner Party historian, and even
giving my poor community college students writing assignments like, “Write a
letter to Lansford Hastings, pretending you’re a survivor.”
Not too long ago, I told my husband a particularly
disturbing anecdote from the Donner Party annals—not about cannibalism; oddly
enough, I don’t find that aspect that compelling or interesting—and he
said, “That’s why you can’t sleep at night. You read this stuff right before
you go to bed.” He was, well, suggesting I stop doing so. It was a gentle suggestion on his part, so I didn't say what I thought, which was, “If you want me to stop
reading about the Donner Party, then you married the wrong woman!”
He just wants me to sleep soundly. In our warm bed, where we can hardly even hear the wind blow outside, where a
few rooms away cupboards await us, filled with food.
. . . . .
3 comments:
Great post, Erika! Loved the line about slipping almonds back in time if you could.
Thanks, Kathryn! I wish the Donner had more nuts: small, nourishing, protein-filled, and non-perishable for the most part.
Thanks great blog
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